InsaneJournal

Adjustments....
A few weeks have gone by and I am slowly adjusting to everything around here. The good thing is that I am getting used to living in a place with so much technology. I mean, I never used a computer before, but I think I am doing pretty good for someone who seems to lack the technology gene. But I will get better as I move along in this world. Other things of America I have discovered are coffee shops known as Dunkin Donuts and Starbucks. I never been to one until now, and to be brutally honest, I think they are my new best friends other than Shell and Ginny and that is saying something right there. When you have early morning classes, I find that a Mocha Swirl Iced Latte does wonders to wake you up. Luckily Colin has not caught me on my hyper fix yet, and I hope he doesn't either. But I am adjusting to this new fangeld world of new discoveries. Maybe I'll like it once I stop missing England and my dad so much.

On a good note, school is going well. For the first time in my life I am not known as Looney anymore, which I am glad of. It feels nice to hear people use my name instead of something else. I know I may come off as a little weird, but onceyou get to know me, you get used to the weirdness of me. Gin and Shell will speak from experience since they know me more than anyone else. But really, classes are going well. I am loving my theater classes. It feels awesome to be on a stage and pretend that I am someone else. Hopefully I will be able to get the confidence to actually audition for a play one of these days. English is going well too. My professor loved my paper on comparing to life here in America to life in England. I'll have to show you all that paper sometime. Anyway school is a new experience I am enjoying very well. Who knows what else I will discover...

{Private to self, but Ginny and Shell can see

Other than school, I am suprised that I have found someone tht truly cares for me than just a friend. To think that I was oblivious of the fact that I didn't know he loved me like that. And to to think that I felt the same way until a few days ago on the campus quad where lo and behold Colin was taking pictures of me, and said I am the only one who he would take pictures of. We talked and he said he liked me, and I like him too. I never felt so loved and so afraid before. I never felt this way before, and it scares me. I am afraid of being hurt, and I know it wouldn't happen, but it could. I keep thinking positive. It's not easy, but I am trying. He rendered me speachless by kissing me, and I kissed him back. I am not sure, but I think this qualifies us as boyfriend and girlfriend. If so, I will be happy. Hopefully we can figure that out at the party if he comes. Who knows. We'll just play it by ear.

{End Private}

Second week down, and I am still homesick...

~*~Luna~*~