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Luna Rose Lovegood (lovely_daydream) wrote,
@ 2009-11-29 01:35:00

Current mood:	loved
Current music:	"White Christmas" Martina McBride
Entry tags:	luna lovegood

I am alive...
I am alive and I know I have neglected this journal, but it was due to the fact that I have been scared for my life since the whole stalker ordeal, but I am happy to say that I am getting better with each passing day. I know it has been a little over a year of that scary time, but I am glad that I am able to walk out of my dorm without as much fear as I had previously. Which is a good thing. Slow steps are being taken and that is how I am going to treat it. Maybe soon, things will be back to where they were before everything went down to hell.

Thanksgiving was not a total drag. I just spent it with a few friends since i couldn't go back to England this year. Christmas is debateable since I have no idea what I am doing yet. If i don't go home(which i am hoping), I'll stay here and be with the friends I have. But I am suprised at how fast this year has gone. Seems just like yesterday the year started, and here we are almost into the holiday season. I like how some radio stations around here are playing Christmas music. It's really nice to fall asleep with it on. It's very calming and all that. I got to start Christmas shopping though. Not sure what to get everyone, but I will figure it out as time goes on. I will even decorate my dorm too. I have some holiday lights my dad left me, and tons more at home. Anyone want to help?

Hope everyone is having a great weekend.

~Luna~

I think most of you will be really suprised at the lastes news in my life. I know I have been afraid of the male race since the stalker and worried the same thing will happen again, but I am not so much anymore. I went to the store the other day and well... I met a boy. An amazing one at that. His name is Delita and he and I sort of bumped into each other and I fell, and he of course got worried that I was hurt, and said that if I was to let him know. Which I thought I was cute. We ended up walking down the street and he showed me a bit of who he is, and I told him what the stalker did to me, and showed him a bit of what I am. To which he thought it was amazing and vowed to protect me. I think that is a good thing, right? I mean I feel attracted to him and shy, and sort of beautiful when I am around him. I truly never felt this way before and I hope something good comes out of this. I mean, he's not like any boy I have met. If I do end up with him, do I deserve him? I better not overanalyze. Think postive. I know I like him more than i should. And the good thing? I am going to show him the ways of Christmas, in otherwords: finding a Christmas tree.Hey Shell and Lana, do you want to meet him sometime?

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	bookaddict 2009-11-29 07:02 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry your Thanksgiving wasn't fun. Mine really wasn't either. I didn't do anything special for it. I suppose I'm not used to America yet. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	lovely_daydream 2009-11-29 07:05 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry yours wasn't much fun either, Hermione. I didn't either. We'll get used to America soon enough. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bookaddict 2009-11-29 07:08 am UTC (link)
	Oh, it's quite alright. I didn't expect much from it. I had a lot of studying to do anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lovely_daydream 2009-11-29 07:11 am UTC (link)
	Typical you, Hermione. Always studying. Always a good thing in my book. :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bookaddict 2009-11-29 07:19 am UTC (link)
	The beginning of that statement sounded like Ron... Suppose I shouldn't dwell on that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lovely_daydream 2009-11-29 07:49 am UTC (link)
	It did? Why shouldn't you dwell on it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bookaddict 2009-11-29 07:53 am UTC (link)
	Well, you know how he's always complaining about my study habits. I shouldn't dwell because it makes me miss him more. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	talon_lana 2009-11-29 09:41 pm UTC (link)
	I work with Delita at the stables and he seems like a very nice guy so happiness for my little sis is a good thing. private to Luna I'm damanged goods, no guy will love a woman that escaped a loveless marriage via annulment. (Reply to this) (Thread)

lovely_daydream
2009-11-30 04:18 am UTC (link)

Yeah he mentioned that he worked at the stables and I mentioned you work there too, but I am glad you are happy for me, Lana. And the suprising part is that he makes me feel... beautiful.

*private to Lana*

You are far from damaged goods, sis. I think you doubt yourself too much. I am a firm believer in the fact there is someone for everyone. And you deserve as much happiness as me.

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	talon_lana 2009-12-02 01:20 am UTC (link)
	That's the best feeling little sis. Come visit me, Missy misses her favorite person! private to Luna Why do I still feel that way? Maybe Lex did more damage than I first figured? I'm still looking for that new beginning but I sort of like Dean. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lovely_daydream
2009-12-02 06:59 am UTC (link)

Yes it is. And for me, it's been long time coming since Colin and I broke up.

Of course I will visit you. I miss Missy too. When do you want me to come by?

*Private to Lana*

I think you feel that way because you have not put yourself out there so to speak. You still fear that what happened between you and Lex will happen again so i think you hide in fear that it will. But I think there is someone for you. The new beginning will come, I am sure of it. You like Dean? That's cute, sis.

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